Wednesday, July 26, 2023

New Poem: POEM FOR SINEAD O’CONNOR

 forgive us because we didn’t think

 didn’t want to find out why you did it

 instead we went along with the crowd’s anger

 over how dare you question infallibility 

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 some of us (myself included) were such cowards

 returned your albums to used music stores

 didn’t want to be reminded of non-music discourse 

 not realizing disturbing peace was vital to you and your art

 

Friday, July 7, 2023

New Poem: UP AND DOWN THE HILL



the 15-year-old boy with heightened emotions 

now the 63-year-old man calmly seeing an oncologist 

infused, injected, transplanted, revived

taking medication, getting sleepy, hoping for days outdoors

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looking back at the girl I thought I loved at 15

lying to myself about how I could have been her ideal

imagining all sorts of happy alternate universes

in this one: didn’t listen, never gained her trust, never was a confidant

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taught to fear, warned to avoid, harangued to PAY ATTENTION 

in spite of this, eventually thought for myself,

and was blessed/burned by consequences 

at 63, want more years before affairs must become ordered