the proposal he thinks is so grand
he mentions it two nights in a row
on night two, he gets out brass tacks:
support me or go straight to Hell
Hell may now be filled with Democrats
and a lot more Republicans than expected
Entries about current events, arts and entertainment (including the competitive sport of poetry).
the proposal he thinks is so grand
he mentions it two nights in a row
on night two, he gets out brass tacks:
support me or go straight to Hell
Hell may now be filled with Democrats
and a lot more Republicans than expected
“If Musk makes it to Mars and begins his colony, is the damage that he’s caused on Earth all worth it?
No. He is exploding the planet. Putting Donald Trump in the presidency is exploding the planet. He’s put a completely reckless sociopath in charge of the most powerful country on earth. Yeah. And he’s intentionally destroying the planet for financial profit. And this whole idea of making us a multi-planetary civilization is fine. I was watching Apollo 11 on the plane on the way here. It was such an interesting watch because it was such a sort of innocent time compared to now, even though the president, of course, was Nixon. But even Nixon, as corrupt as he was, had this larger sense of national and human possibilities.
So no, I don’t think it’s worth it, but also it’s phony. It’s funny. It’s bullshit. There’s no way he’s going to Mars. It’s just bullshit.”
Excerpt From
“Elon Musk, Elizabeth Holmes, and Donald Trump Are All Alike, Says 'Musk' Filmmaker Alex Gibney”
Chris Murphy
Vanity Fair
https://apple.news/AY24hyNGkSKCzdh99xMUCJg
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there was this movie I worked on
I was in terror, had resulting competency issues,
received various variants of verbal abuse
and I hung on until the official wrap
plus the two days of additional shooting
told myself I wouldn’t allow myself to
be helpless in the face of wrath ever again
so I engaged in decompression therapy
by writing an outline for a roman a clef novel
about a fake blockbuster titled ALIENS OVER HOLLYWOOD
the venting process was entertaining
and took place over a few off-work days
at the Fairfax Farmers Market
where I would write on a legal pad
and consume a small bag of raisins
and discover I was no Hemingway
so, at the end of one creative session,
I wrote a short mock-epic poem on jaywalking
it wasn’t good, but it made me consider
learning the craft of compact stylistic creation
my early poems were monologues
and then I learned to be concise
using both narrative and metaphor
and I kept writing despite
algorithms, changing tastes,
refusing to be on the “good side”
of certain disagreeable crème de la crème
a few poems of mine were anthologized
maybe someone will read them after I’m gone
you can go home again
if you tell yourself it’s only temporary
see the closed stores and near-empty mall
drive by the century-old high school
be surprised by the changes in old friends
mourn the friends who decided to leave life entirely
buy a Pepsi Zero where the Dairy Queen once stood
say hello to your family inhabiting the local cemetery
refuse to go near the house you grew up in
especially refuse to compare your aspirations to your actual life
take your rental car back to the airport
all the while noticing big Texas skies
plus the pastureland where camels once roamed
wherever you are now
please accept this belated apology
for sending a very 70s greeting card
with a couple walking along a sunny beach
containing this inscription:
someday
some way
somehow
I wasn’t a good listener at 15
didn’t read unspoken social cues
until the age of 21
wherever you are now
please forgive me
for being presumptuous
and making unintended changes
in your later views of me
I blame you media
I blame you Establishment Democrats
My fist clenched I won’t crack it open
Bernie withdrew his support, I look like a fool
It’s not rape if you say pull out of me
It’s not rape if I peel off my condom
It’s not rape if I plow on and you have no birth control
It’s not violence if I push you in a room and keep it shut
My presenting as progressive dream is over
And I won’t blame myself
Should I buy, buy, buy
Semiquincentennial crypto, crypto, crypto, crypto,
as in coins, no relation to Supergirl's doggie
Should I stand, stand, stand, stand,
stand in the streets of Manhattan?
Waiting outside, outside, outside, outside.
Madison Square Garden,
as Taylor Swift and Travis Kelce
hijack the upcoming Fourth of July.
and make it all about a super duper, extra special
wedding celebration of themselves, their individual brands
and soon to be their married couples super brand
Should I, should I, should I, should I, watch
video of Donald Trump talking about Teddy Roosevelt,
and a bunch of men dressed up as Rough Riders
Just like the people dressed up in bib overalls
watching hillbilly fascist Andy Griffith
playing Lonesome Rhodes in A FACE IN THE CROWD
Should I, should I, should I, should I watch video
of the empty great American state fairgrounds?
And watch that with Donald Trump asking fake RoughRiders
Do you have a 401 K?
playing in the background of my mind
Should I do that? Must I do that?
I'd rather just look outside at the fireworks display
and remember the great experiment of democracy
with all its virtues and failings
especially the failings of stolen land genocide and racism
And then remember the gains civil rights, women’s rights
and people that came to America
to achieve better futures for themselves and others,
and have done the very, very best
to make America, something more beautiful and united
than the Trump and Stephen Miller acts of terror and destruction
I just hope, against hope, that the experiment called America
will survive and improve in time for the tricentennial,
a long ways away,
2076.
1. Algae Stay Away From My Reflecting Pool
2. Iran War So Far Away From Me
3. No Asylum For You
4. It’s My Party (Lesley Gore cover)
5. I Feel Fine (Beatles cover)
6. I Vote By Mail But You Can’t
7. What I Think About Bill Cassidy (Explicit Content Advisory)
8. America Do Exactly As I Say
yes it was going to happen
Black Thursday was the original cannonball
heads metaphorically removed
change ordered for the appearance of change
for the apparent pleasure of Skydancer Son of Oracle
(and I’m old enough to remember other newsmagazines
morphed to more profitable true crime shows
but CBS already has 48 Hours)
so when Bari stayed away on purpose
that Nick and Bari’s flunky could display
copious amounts of hyper-thin skin
the words YOU ARE TERMINATED FOR CAUSE
were chiseled on the Black Rock walls
later, we may see a few not worrying about job security
willing to sacrifice themselves, saying I Am Scott Pelley Too
1. Don’t Stop Me Now
2. Au Revoir Trump Kennedy Center
3. Where Have All The Cowboys Gone?
4. Where Have All The Musicians Gone?
5. I Didn’t Shake The World Today (Burt Reynolds cover)
6. My Health Is What I Tell People To Say It Is
7. Handshake Blues
THE BOYS OF DUNGEON LANE is alright, not great—par for the course of late-period Paul McCartney solo albums. Due to Sir Paul’s now-advanced age, Paul-does-no-wrong fans are being extra protective and sticking their collective fingers into pairs of ears worldwide.
DUNGEON LANE was hyped as McCartney taking an album-length look at his childhood/early teen years in Liverpool. Less than half the album is devoted to this subject matter. The rest includes standard love songs, two musical numbers apparently created for the now-dormant IT’S A WONDERFUL LIFE musical, the okay intended-for-live-performances Come Inside and a thankfully non bombastic closing song Momma Gets By, a distant cousin to Lady Madonna which digs a little deeper lyrically than most of what precedes it.
Andrew Watt, who’s now his generation’s answer to Don Was in the 90s (producer who tries to make heritage acts modern-friendly), produces sympathetically, with nods to Rick Rubin, Jeff Lynne and 60s George Martin—plus recording Paul’s voice to obscure the upper register quaver now unavoidable in his live shows.
Here’s my Spotify playlist of Paul looking back on his youth:
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/067gJQ0mMOoErDKld0jFqs?si=l9vcLB5HQNawpzZeU6dgAQ&pi=R2rXk8S_Q9qct
is he FBI or an influencer in Fed’s clothing
let’s put aside the alcohol and Olympics fanboying
go right to Pearl Harbor where government employees
people doing hard jobs, writing to loved ones on the mainland
soldiers/sailors who died and are permanently entombed
and in the great beyond, they shake their heads wondering why
this unqualified clown is snorkeling where their remains lie
carry that photo like a shield
default to the dream to avoid reality
stuck in a war you can’t end easily
>
when did you buy the White House
when did you rename it D.C. A Lago
why are you so vain feckless destructive
will this extravagant ballroom display
TRUMP in golden neon on the roof
six injustices danced their mess around
Inside chambers of not so Supreme Court
dig up and reanimate Jim Crow
Roberts and his Feckless Five ruled for disorder
Clarence pulled up the Black vote ladder
Trump Court saying this is what it is now
we made it harder to fight
what you mere citizens believe isn’t right
His majesty comes from Great Britain
To take the other king to school regarding checks and balances
What power is and isn’t
What democracy should be
The American would be king rudely walks in front of the British king,
The British king, hangs his head, hangs his head (of course Mr. Trump would do that to me)
Everybody, in America, watches the King's Congressional Speech
Wherever they choose: CSPAN, news channels,
We’re so glad to have a respite from the false American king and his bloviating
Plus his urge to use the Correspondents Dinner as the jaw bone of vengeance
While the rumor of possible Secret Service friendly fire isn’t a subject
Making an impact inside the minds of the journalists
Covering the real king and the faux king. at the wonderful state dinner.
1. JESUS CHRIST POSE (Soundgarden cover with altered lyrics)
2. IF I WAS THE POPE (Bruce Springsteen cover with altered lyrics)
3. HOW GREAT I AM
4. I’VE KNOWN NO WAR ((The Who cover)
5. JESUS HE KNOWS ME (Genesis cover)
6. JACOB’S LADDER (Bruce Hornsby cover with altered lyrics)
7. I’M NOT JESUS, I’M JUST A DOCTOR
8. WALKING ON THE STRAIT OF HORMUZ
9. CRUCIFIED BY THE MIDTERMS
here until elsewhere
here until taken there
make something work
while you have the chance
get something done
better than wishing and wanting
visit the old places
be happy with the good memories
go somewhere new
keep your faculties alive
don’t believe everything’s behind you
and there’s nothing left to do
but dissipate in ritual silent regret
while you still can
make the best of
the here you have
before elsewhere whisks you away
Yeah, talk about that oil? That oil, that oil. It's all about that oil, that oil, that oil, that oil. See... The price of gas. Go up, up, up. See, stocks go down, down, down. It's all about that oil. That oil, that oil. It's all about that oil. That oil, that oil. Donald thinks he can put boots on the ground, and... make a... trip across... land filled with oil. It's all about that oil, that oil, that oil, that oil. It's all about that oil, that oil, that oil. That oil. Nobody able to come into the Iran streets, and... have something like the Arab spring... But that didn't stop Donald and Benjamin from dreaming. They dreamed it,they schemed it. They made an unholy mess in the Middle East, because it's all about that oil, that oil, that oil, around is all about that, oil, all that, oil, that oil. And... don't give me started on the strait of HormuzThat'll take a long time to figure out why the Strait of Hormuz wasn't left alone, and we weren't even fighting a war in the first place. But with, uh, Donald, he's a big, tough guy, so he... plunged ahead without stopping to think, Why? Because it's all about that oil, that oil, that oil. It's all about that oil, that oil, that oil. Yes, it's about that or that... It's going to take weeks, more and more. I hate reading emojis on Facebook of people laughing at no kings rallies. They’re saying silly things, going back to my childhood, about love it or leave it. And I think, you first, because it's all about that oil, that oil, that oil, it's all about that oil, that oil, that oil. And at some point, Donald will walk away, and leave Benjamin to... do what he does to the Middle East, and keep bombing Gaza so Jared can put... some kind of a luxury hotel on the land, that is, still being destroyed, but... Because it's all about money, money, money, money, money, investment, money. Affordability goes away, away, away, because it's all about that oil, that oil, that oil, that oil, that oil, that oil. Someday we'll see Donald try to... when he's not tearing up. The... other parts of the White House that he can destroy when Donald goes ahead, and... plants a big, big flag on the White House lawn says, I won I, won. Actually, he probably lost, but he keeps saying I won, I won, I won, I won, I won. And that's when... the country is... gone through the floor like Rumplestiltskin through the floor like Rumplestiltskin. Gone through the floor .Nobody can afford to eat, forget vacations, forget fun, just work, work, work. Take two or three jobs, work, work, take no time off, work, work. It's all about that oil, that oil, that oil, all about that oil, that oil.
Listen to this on SoundCloud:
please please please
please please please
gotta have the Comedian Respected Award
goddamn it give it to me I deserve it
please please please
Donald I’m sorry I made you sue me
look at me grovel across the floor
from the doorway to the bottom of your desk
please please please please bless me me me
you haven’t been shot or stabbed or drone bombed
because it’s enough to watch the curated highlights
behind the safety of the resolute desk
keep lying to get through each quicksand day
yammer out fifteen-point plans and demands for abject surrender
those things don’t work with angry theocrats
willing to murder their own citizens in the streets
(in far greater numbers than Stephen Miller’s ICE corps)
and transport their rage to other parts of the Middle East
but, hey, you carved a deep scar
onto the surface of the world stage
and discovered the dogs of war you let slip
won’t return immediately after you call them
received the invitation to summarize
my brief stint in community theatre
as both teenage student and volunteer
turned on the video recorder red light
said it too slow, tried again
delivered it rapidly, a little better
but I don’t have that special skill
of highlighting one year
in the space of a TV or radio commercial
>
if I had, say, five minutes to
discuss the plays I’d seen,
some of the people I met
and how the experience was positive
it probably still wouldn’t be enough
but I’m glad someone asked for a testimonial
impressed with your confidence
but wasn’t alert to your shades
of discomfort discontent dissociation
just thought you’ll have a good life
doesn’t matter if I’m not included
years later, didn’t expect your obituary
read the funeral home website guestbook
plenty of condolences for your partner
but only three people mourning you
>
wish there had been more true friends you trusted
to confess I’m in misery I’m broken I want out It’s too much
and have them drop everything to come to
your side and help you find ways forward
neglect absence anger
helicoptering
demanding not explaining
hovering
hit hard say it’s a love pat
screaming
give you some of what you want
beseeching
if I could I’d pay her to date you
belittling
study hard harder
encouraging
don’t trust you not to be your brother
discouraging
spend the summer away from bad people
limiting
love me regardless of how you turn out
trying
really really trying
too afraid of your disappointment disapproval
accepting
accepting
way too accepting
just can’t say no to you
pencils down, no closure
look at my mother
who almost never speaks
existing but not living
I’m in the hospice room
three days of visiting
she only says my name once
hospice nurse calls in from another location
involved with an assisted suicide
my mother would never want that
sometimes she eats and drinks water
but after I flew home to California
she stopped eating, water unswallowed
waiting to see whether this changes
or if I need to tell the hospice nurse
to begin the morphine treatment
>
when I patted her hand covered by blanket
she briefly opened her eyes
all about that oil that oil that oil
see price per barrel go up up up
if a hard-liner takes over, Donald doesn’t care
CIA tries to manufacture people’s rebellion
just you wait for Donald and Benjamin to walk away
because it’s all about that oil that oil that oil
all the times when you were cheated disappointed thwarted
going along and burying misgivings to make others satisfied
decades pass and it’s too late to demand apologies
make the best of where you are in the days/years remaining
no more poems about being thrown out of cars, off of trains
just deep mind-clearing breaths before entering the room
Just read on Facebook about the passing away of Larry Jaffe. New Yorker, Californian and, of late, Floridian. Larry, along with the late Donn Deedon, hosted the Poetic License readings in Pasadena/Hollywood (Melrose)/Los Feliz/Silverlake.
His raucous informality as host and poet/storyteller gathered a large following of poets in various stages of developing both writing craft and stage presence.
This was a time when SoCal readings—populist and elevated—thrived.
By 2002, the L.A. scene began to crave formality and a tighter standard as to features (mostly limited to prestige small presses and MFA degree holders). Larry, perhaps sensing this shift, began hosting a reading at the Autry Museum which, after an initial evening resembling the Poetic License of yore, became shorter and more subdued afterwards and limited in terms of features plus invited poets with less time allowed (no open readers as I recall).
If memory is correct, Larry did host a one-off reading at the Rainbow Grill at the Sunset Strip around 2004. It was more in the Poetic License tradition and the last time I encountered him in person.
I was never allowed into the inner circle of Poetic License (writing this now as a neutral observation), but I did like to go to its readings and made a few friends/acquaintances there.
Essentially, Larry, Donn, Midnight Special’s Olin Tezcatlipoca and Joan Zoric and Pasadena’s Don Kingfisher Campbell and Jack Bowman were quite influential on my ventures in this subculture between 1998-1999. Regardless of how the later years turned out, I’m glad to have met and learned from them.
Behind your curtain
was a stage flat that looked like a brick wall
I hoped the wall would never change
You used to bless me with teenage smiles
then the smiles stopped justlikethat
and everything I did got on your nerves
so I closed my curtain
and never again stepped out for encores
>
Over two decades later,
I visited a restored home
in West Los Angeles
the owner had a living room curtain
pulled open to reveal a picture window
displaying a view of a flower garden,
a swimming pool,
and a charming guest house
>
It’s the kind of sight
you would have loved
in the year
when we were both fifteen
and wanted to become working actors
before my parents and yours reprogrammed us
no more live that dream
it became renounce that dream
because it wasn’t….practical
Stephen Miller’s literal whitewashing
Spraying from the Presidential mouth
At an international function used to decorum
As Kayleigh tries to create the alternate reality—
OH, THEY JUST LOVED OUR DEAR LEADER—
And at least 62 percent of Americans brace for
Another broadside smash from the Trump bumper car
He was part of both the poetry slam and “regular” poetry communities. I came onto the scene a bit too late to see him at his most active, but I experienced his work on a handful of occasions. Most times, he would turn up at readings just to watch and observe the features and open mic list.
And he certainly could speak his mind about the foibles and unspoken rules—privately offering counsel (which I may not have thought through enough) about when to say something and when prudent restraint was more apropos.
We fell out eventually and I only learned of his passing earlier today via Rev. Dave Wheeler (best known to me for his work with the Midnight Special bookstore and the early years of the Rapp Saloon reading).
Here are some nuggets of Bowerbird calling it as he saw it:
"...if you want to get noticed by the [community’s] in-crowd",
start taking workshops from some of them and kiss their ass.
oh yeah, you'll have to sever your ties with the "crap" poets too.
after a few years of that, they will start throwing you crumbs.
after years of _that_, you might make as much money as them.
it might sound crass, but there is no other way they'll notice you."
listserves are an "intelligentle" many-to-many communication,
because they enable discussion that can be full and thoughtful,
where many sides are able to speak to any and all of the issues,
but where any of the participants can opt out when they choose,
and all they have to do is use the "delete" key on their keyboard.
so any conflict isn't "in your face" unless you _want_ it to be...
***
but hey, don't interpret what i'm saying as "poets are not mean".
take it from me, poets can be _plenty_ vicious. _unspeakably._
and -- considering the size of the usual stakes -- unnecessarily.
but, like most backstabbing out in the real world, that happens
in secret, not right out in the open, like on the public listserves.
compared to that sneaky underhanded shit, what you see here is
mostly silly and laughable and childish...
i see from an e-mail in my in-box
that venue hosts are being called
"the unsung heroes" of the scene...
yes, hosts do a lot of work, it's true.
and if you've never done it yourself,
you'll likely underestimate, by half,
the amount of hassle that it can be,
constantly dealing with a bunch of
ego-maniacs who want the stage...
but let's look at the other side too...
first, producing gives you a huge boost
in visibility, and perceived "importance",
not to mention stage-time of your own,
and without having to fight anyone for it.
second, the ability to _book_others_
means that you have "a favor to trade",
and the favor-trading is very obvious...
indeed, when deserving poets come to me and
ask how they can get more feature invitations,
i regularly give them two recommendations:
1. just plain ask, and several will follow, and
2. start up your own series and book hosts,
as that's a sure way to get return bookings.
so let's not pretend that hosting is selfless.
it cuts both ways.
how these competing factors "balance"
is up to each one of us to decide, but
i think the fact that there is no shortage
of poetry series -- each with a host --
indicates how most poets weigh it out.
if hosts were really "the unsung heroes",
there wouldn't be so darn many of 'em,
because poets are _not_ very altruistic,
as anyone with experience will tell you.
(and hosts will be the first to verify that.)
no, where we have a clear _shortage_
is with the number of poets who are
willing to come to a show and _listen_,
without a strong ego-need for the stage.
_that_ is how selflessness reveals itself...
so if you're looking for "unsung heroes"
in _this_ scene, look for _those_ people.
(and hey, best of luck on finding any...)
as it is, any events that "host the hosts"
or "honor the poetry series in our scene"
looks like just another mutual back-pat
in the perpetual circle-jerk of our scene
from the perspective of _this_ observer...
-bowerbird
and the TV news local or national
feature the same tired old excuse
whenever protests happen and/or people are murdered
if ICE agents don’t wear masks
then they and their families are in danger
>
domestic government terrorists wearing masks
not all that different from KKK citizen terrorists
In approximate order of release:
BLACK BAG
THE BALLAD OF WALLIS ISLAND
SINNERS
BRING HER BACK
28 YEARS LATER
KILL BILL: THE WHOLE BLOODY AFFAIR (Cannes version)
HIGHEST 2 LOWEST
WEAPONS
ONE BATTLE AFTER ANOTHER
ROOFMAN
THE SMASHING MACHINE
CHRISTY
FRANKENSTEIN
RENTAL FAMILY
WAKE UP DEAD MAN
HAMNET
MARTY SUPREME
Documentaries:
THE PERFECT NEIGHBOR
PREDATORS
COVER-UP
this is the new Manifest Destiny
oil and minerals more important than people
survival of the fittest with less helped by vaccines
as we watch and wait for Greenland to be breached
and NATO becomes our last hope
to stem the tide of ogliarch-appeasing conquest
it’s the Friday night bomb drop
night time is the right time
to avoid unwanted press coverage
>
Fox News shows a split screen
on the left is Caracas
at right is Maduro
photos chosen for Saddam resemblance
>
oh what joy says Susie Wiles
counting down the days and hours
with Donald and Pete
until Maduro apparently says uncle
>
what if Maduro fights back
and American boots meet Venezuelan soil
and afterwards Donald,
like a previous Donald,
says STUFF HAPPENS
and the oil industry friendly leader is rejected
>
again and again and again
same destructive things
same refusal to learn
same aversion to removing
the moral stains
from the American soul